My Own Small Voice
"It's just a little voice and if you're listening, sometimes a little voice can say the biggest things." - Sara Bareilles Sometimes, it is really hard for me to know what it is I truly want. I am filled with the idealism of youth, the insatiable, almost heartbreakingly beautiful need to right the wrongs of an irrevocably evil world. To end the evils that pervade this society- to make a difference. I strive for change, inconstant and transient as that is. Change terrifies me, yet I need it to live. I know that it cannot be me that creates the good change in this world. It can only be God. I alone am foolishly idealistic and burdened with an incomplete understanding of reality. That is, I suffer from the disease called humanity. But I can be a vessel. I do believe that. I believe that in spite of my own weakness, I am useful to the Creator, so long as I give myself entirely to Him. Let this be my prayer: to commit my thoughts, actions, direction, and love to God, tha